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Lord, i deeply regret about what i've done, from the bottom of my heart and from the depths of my inner most being i know that i need your love and your support, for you are the I am. Let it be my sincere prayer today that your people would be blessed and even the unsaved. i know that i've been such an ugly person in character and i need you to help me Lord, there is no way out now, i know i'll die without you as my grand uncle had and spends his eternity in torment (he's burning with fire in everlasting torment and never would be forgiven, he's time is over.) for his sins had grieved you. i can't go without your love anymore and i'm absolutely sick of myself Father. i know that you are the God of love as i've read in the bible ages ago but was blinded because of my suffering and sickness which still continues till this very day.
i really want to receive your love and put my trust in You but i just don't know how? i have felt resentment about the british people as a whole and i deeply regret my harsh actions father, its just that i do not know how to get out of this torment Father? Let your people read what i've written and pray for me if they wish to. i now plead my cause with you for i've not found a solution. Help me father, help me. I haven't been able to talk and express myself for a long time due to the side effects of my medication, people have even misunderstood this side effect and have asked me if i able to understand english even though it has been my mother tongue since i was born and throughout my life!! You know all i've said is from the bottom of my heart Lord and there's just no way out. O Father, let your people read this short note and pray for me if they wish father. i also would like to pray for world peace Father, it deeply sadens me to see people of different ethnic groups fighting. I also hope that Cremation will also become less and less popular.
Depressed, Upset, Angry and Confused
Daniel (daniel457@xtra.co.nz)
This message was edited by isitfair on 8-18-02 @ 10:27 PM
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