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Discussion Topic: My mistake |
ricker |
01-04-2009 @ 11:00 AM |
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I let my guard down and tried to be a friend to a girl I've know for 20 plus years... We started chatting again after several years. She's in a bad marriage and she's not happy, he cheated on her several times (one was for 2 yrs), emotional abuse etc. I shouldn't have but I started falling for her and she did also... Then we woke up and knew expressing our feelings was wrong... Now I lost a friend, she's not happy in her marriage and now I'm sad/depressed. We clicked on several levels. I've been divorced for several years and haven't found woman where I clicked. What's really bad is that my ex cheated on me and that's basically what we did... and I didn't like it.... I hope this makes since.... What I did was wrong so I deserve the broken heart... I asked for prayer to help me..... We also had history about 15 yrs ago... I know the family is important but why do people do things that makes them unhappy?????
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cindydg |
02-02-2009 @ 5:00 PM |
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I was having a rough afternoon, so thought I'd check in w/ this message board and see what's up. Looks like there's not much action here anymore. Well, as to your situation, take heart! At least you saw the error of your ways and I'm assuming have repented and returned to the Lord. He never changed His love for you, even during your being "AWOL". It is only OUR feelings that change but He's always there to welcome us back and restore us. Don't beat yourself up - that's what the enemy wants - don't give him that satisfaction! Keep him in the teeth by staying close to Daddy God. He will lead you into His plan for your life. That hasn't changed either, btw. Our detours don't have to be permanent and do not change His will and plan for us. Learn all there is to learn thru the wilderness - even the ones WE put ourselves thru - and He's there like always, to welcome you back.
In Pursuit, Cindy
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